WASHA!
Mmm notice i been getting more and more depress and down recently from my posts...could be the term is coming to an end thats why ?Seem like those around me been having problems with relationships,which bring me to think why the hell does people have problem with relationship?Its so bloody simple,so just keep it simple,you like the person,you want to be with the person,so talk it out and solve what ever problem you have with that person.If there is no more love or any feeling,just let it go,dun drag on to it ,thinking you been cheated by that person.One word:FORGET IT!Ok so its two words,but heh lol.My advivce to my friends that have problems with relationship or gals (ok so i only talk about my guy friends,but heh my female friends would not need help,if i have any at all lol),go with the flow,live like a free man ,be like me ^ ^ Alright so i do think of going out to look for girl friend or something,but when i really think of it,forget it...haha see the magic word works all the time,or i am damn too lazy to bother about girls hehe.
My own quote:Dun bother looking for girl friend,let her come to you (cos i am so bloody handsome wahahahaha)
You could do better things than be thinking of gals all the time,mmmm like going to the arcade ? Hahaha ,ok so that is stupid.Enough of that,now on to my own stuff...
Term is coming to an end,oh my god!!!It passes so fast,and...i still have to stay back for one more sems ~_~''' Big stuff i still have to tell my parents about this,and this is the last week of the term,next week would be the study week and then exam.I am planning to go study real hard for the exams,if i am not debar at all which is of high percentage...Lets make a list of stuff i need to do and see if i ever completed them.
Task:
1.Touch up MP report and bind them by friday
2.Finish up technical presentation and present on friday
3.Starting from monday,at least 3 hours of study per day.
4.Start going back to jogging every night.
5.Register for bike learning.
6.All to be completed by next friday
I wonder if i am able to hold and complete what little tasks i have set out to do.3 and 4 seems the hardest tho...mmmm
Somehow i think i have suddenly quiet down alot these few days...could be that i am tired of everything in life and all those problems around me.Haiz i know i am in the wrong this time,i should have make more effort to improve myself,but i just can't find the motivation to do it.People could keep scolding me,but without my right mood and motivation,i hardly does anything at all.I keep saying i have to change,i am so sick of it,sick of myself.Looks like i have to find ivan to keep me on the right tracks.Frankly speaking,even though he come from a strict family,i admire his family for bringing him up the right way and of course ivan's way of life.I wonder what it would be like if i am not in the family i am in right now,having to pick up the way of life on my own since young,without much parents guidance...other people would have done much much more more better than me if they are in my shoe,but i just can't understand what is happening.I should have get out of here,if not for my grandmum to whom i feel deeply sorry and grateful to,may god bless her to an ripe age.
Alright the next time i blog here,i shall not write about what i regret or else i would never come in here ever again.Wish me determination....bye
WASHA!