Off to another journey

Posting:Sispec
Vocation:Infantry Leader


My heart felt like dropping out the moment i saw those two lines.I just couldn't accept the fact that i wasn't posted to OCS,i have done my very best in all.Maybe i just doesn't have what it takes to be an officer...or theres something wrong with me...somewhere

Anyway i would be leaving for Sispec in about another 12 hours,my stuff packed and ready to be on the go.After being in BMT for 3 months,i wonder if there would be any differences in Sispec.Heard from my sergants that it wouldn't be so welfare for us,compare to BMT.

I am just so sick of wishing and trying to work for something,only for heaven to thwart it for me.There are something in my life that i couldn't changed no matter how hard i tried,and why must i alway be judge on those things.I am so resentful of myself.........

*walking off into the sunset*