Life goes on

Today i just read an article about this boy suffering from cancer,he just finished his third book about his experience and thoughts.One of the extract is that of his mother's quote

"We can only live once,live it well"

That set me thinking,we can try to live as well or to the fullest of our life.However what if something unfortunate should to happen?Like that boy,he was strike by cancer since he was 12.

-to be continued-

-continue-

Life isn't fair at all,its like a random number generator.You never know what you are going to get,when you are going to get.All the world happening is starting to make me lose faith in God,tho sometime it still like HE is there,granting me the little things i ask for.However if i view it in a more pratical way,its just that the % of the things i ask of happening is rated way higher,theres noway i could miss that.How should we view life as ?One that is control by God,some almight being above watching our every moves?Or one that is litter with chances,misfortune,waiting to see which pile we would step upon?I am losing myself slowly but surely as each day goes by,i pray for someone to share the load on me,to hold me when i am down.But who would know the real me ?Even i myself are confused as to what/who i am/should be.To tell the truth,i wish for ........someone to tell me....

*Losing myself slowly*