Mind blasted!

I am starting to get very tired and sick of my job...its just too boring sitting around in the office all day long.I am not one of those type that can sit around doing nothing,my mind would just scream at me...

There are many things that are persuading me to quit my job at the airport:

1.Distance - Having to travel all the way from the north side (woodland) to the east (changi),i have to wake up damn early in the morning at about 615.And god knows what happen when i got a stomachache on the hour long bus trip.....i was like in hell ~_~''' The only good thing i can draw from the travel time is that i can sleep 1 hour one but on the other hand i can wake up 1 hour later if i stays nearer ........

2.Pay - Alright i admit this is one thing that is bothering me,i mean with CPF deduction i would take home about $600 per month and...ok ok i am a greedy bastard...my only defense...

3.Boredom - 100%! How much longer can i stand sitting at the computer all day long?

My three main complaints about the job,i am thinking about getting my boss to shift me over to the operational job,where i would attending to the passengers at the airport instead of sitting in the office.Either that or quitting the job,and see if i could find another job somewhere else nearer.

On my left hand,theres this National Service issue.The letter has not been coming yet,i wonder when i would be drafted in...there are still some stuff i wish i could achieve before going into the army,but i guess its time up from me...

I feel so empty inside me,lacking a special someone who could fulfill me....the most i could do is go on with my life,see whether fate would do something about it..but i been thinking fate is sleeping on the job,damn it!Like as i alway said,i wouldn't wait for fate to come along,i will create my own fate...Screw you fate!

*zoning in*