GOAL!

Alright i got a new goal up now after some talks with ivan,since we only got a few months left before NS,we decided to make the most out of it.Lets hope we will achieve that at the end of the sems.


Project FVB is on!

God?

Just two days ago,on the way home after gym and acrade,i was sitting infront of these two "naive" people and all i heard about about those two are god blah blah blah god blah blah blah.Damn it,i hate it when people talk about god with each other and they sound so "all knowing".Now here a poser:Have anyone of you saw a guy talk about god with another guy.Thats the problem,i saw guys talking about god only with gals.Come on guys,tell me if you will ever discuss god with your guy friends huh.Creeps....find something else to talk about,rather than BS because that gal is church going too.Its easy to discuss god on the move,we can fake it,what matter is that its inside you,instead of walking around declaring.

On a side note,heh i don't claim myself to be a full christian.I don't even remember the last time i went to the church.I don't remember the last time i talk with him.I don't know why i stop talking to him.I don't remember why i started to believe that god is not there,doesn't even exist.

Sure all you people can say HE is there,you need to trust and believe in him.I used to do that,but now think about this:There are people there are born out there without parents,without family,without anything.Now imagine you trying to tell them God are out there helping them,remember you are only just telling them God exist and nothing else.Do you think those people will believe you?People will only believe in God if everything is taken care of for them,if luck is going their way.

According to the law of average,there will be time when you are down on your luck and lucky at times.So when you tell someone to pick themselves up,God will help them and their luck does pick up,what is at work?Law of Average or God?

"You only need yourself in this world" thats what i used to believe in when i am young,seems to work now too,when God doesn't seems to be there,or around me.

Now if only God can give me a sign somehow....
Ps.I still remember the reason why i pray before every meal,i will still go on doing that as thats my promise.But give me a sign...