Term break over,stress over again

I dunno why:

1. i like her
2. i am sadden by her
3. i care so much about what she do
4. i am happy at the simple things she does
5. i am also hurt by the simple things she does
6. i let that affect mi
7. i am afraid she might not even care about what she done
8. she make mi feel like i am extra
9. i want to be with her
10. i alway waited for her
11. i am afraid she playing mi around
12. i alway think of her all the time

Sheesh seriously i dunno the answer to my own question...i just open my email and discover that Dr Yin want mi to be back in the lab during the term break and he did not even breath a word of this to mi until he send mi the warning letter.I dun think i can make it anymore...solo work ...hero...its all bullshit...please my friends when you see mi in school,dun think i am happy go lucky any more even thought i will be smiling and joking with you,know that i am very stress and troubled with alot of stuff inside mi...haiz i have to chiong the mp project again...tcs job interview skill...peer teaching for digital code...what else have i miss?Sheesh all these and the questions that i am asking myself ... i dun have much time left also.... i just want to run away from home and go wandering around as i alway wanted...

Song quote :

Cause I want to live like animals

Careless and free like animalsI want to live

I want to run through the jungle

With the wind in my hair and the sand at my feet

Human are sucky,you can't trust them and they alway hiding behind a mask,yet you have to interact with them and depend on them.Human life are stressful and still need to hang around some bastards that make my blood boil,i wish i am born an animal so i can live without a care in this world.Sure i heard of logic that say human will eventually hunt and kill that animal,but hey if i can enjoy my whole life even for a day before dying,its worth it.Would not want to be struck in a 80 year life span and having to worry and stress for 60 years,its just not worth it,when you calculate that the 20 years of stress free included the time you are born to your 12 years old birthday.After 13,everything a stress.

Yawn.I have to go start recharging to prepare for the term again.Work will be piling up again,this will most likely be my last ranting as term start for a long long long time.Have to get everything that is stressing mi out,ya that feel so .... mmmm still dun feel that good ...wahahaha...hehe who say life is easy

Blazing through life....

KBOX!

Today was suppose to wake up at 9am and get ready to go for gym at 12 with ivan.But as alway,i overslept >.<>.< After that its back to the arcade again ^ ^ and this time stay for quite long...Mmmm been quite a long since i went to the arcade and stay that much time...jo lost to me for don't know how many rounds,have i improve that much or is he having his off day ? Maybe we will go on another outing again....soon....hopefully....

Quote of the day : "Those who ask to be choosen does not deserved to be choosen"
Gotten this quote from ivan who in turn heard from jo...heh we try to force him to come KBox with us instead of going to his wakeboard,and thats his reply.Nice quote,forcing a person to choose you is useless.

Now i wonder what that deer is thinking '_'?

Peace out.

Crap happen all the time.....

Been a few days since i last blog,but what the hell still better than last time when i took months to update just one new entry.Can see i been taking a break for these few days ^ ^ ... nothing much happen these few days,hahaha as i been so slacking at home that nothing could ever happen ;p mmmm what should i blog on -_-? ....


Watch this space for more update ^ ^

PS.updated:crap does happen during this time,upset someone else...sheesh truely sorry.

Burn Out!

Wee today is my last paper...i am so so exhausted both mentally and physicaly for the past weeks,got quite a number of stuff to take care of...at last the break is here for mi,or else i would not know how much longer i can last.Now to throw everything away and enjoy my break :D

TIME TO BREAK FREE FROM EVERYTHING THAT IS BOTHERING MI!!!
WOO~~~ HOLIDAY HERE I COME!!!!

Rant rant rant (again)

KNN went to meet the L&C lecturer, was told that my MP report is wrong, and was scolded for everything...have to admit its my fault,now i just learnt that the MP is graded this friday !?!? SHIT MAN! Now i only got 2 days to complete my MP report AND my MP project, all solo work by me... my reserve strength are all gone ~~~ Where can i find that last burst of strength to get through all this...just need 1 more to share my load, that would be more easier for me to handle, but everyone is so busy with their own work sia. Gonna take a break after the term test, wait a min... isn't that what term break is for ? -_- Hehe think everyone is raring to go chiong again, even ivan :p see how...clubbing is kinda weird for me -_- fun but just.. erm weird... nvm go with my friends again ^ ^ also needed that break i been waiting for

More quiz ^ ^

Taking a break from my heavy workload,went around playing with quiz ;p All anime quiz tho,ok back to my work ^ ^



which getbackers anime character are you?
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You're A Hero!
You live to save the world! You are honest, true,
and always victorious! You may not always get
the girls/boys, but all you really want to do
is battle the bad guys.


What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful,
kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your
almost angelic, you find joy in others
happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in
pain. You want to make everyone around you feel
good about themselves and if someone is upset
you can tend to become rather upset as well
which means you are sympathetic and raise
others above yourself. Being as kind and
good-natured as you are people have most likely
hurt you in the past but you pick yourself up
every time. You may look fragile but you are
stronger than most tend to see. Life is
beautiful no matter how you look at it and you
understand that people make mistakes, not
everyone is perfect. You try to see the good in
the bad which is a talent few posses, dont ever
let anyone change you. You truly have a
beautiful soul inside and a heart of gold.


.:-What is your true element?-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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You belong on a lazy-day beach or anywhere where
you can set up a relaxing bench or chair and
watch the world go by. You don't want to make
any changes, watching is enough to make you
content. The blue of the sky and the light of
day beat into your soul and you drift into the
world and around without harming anything or
making any ripples in the fabric of humanity.
Enjoy your peace, few have it, though few would
want it at the cost.


Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES)
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You are a Khaos angel. You are different from all
the rest. You are a special breed of angel,
prone to suffer in the world that you are in
now. No matter how much you try to believe that
your not special, you are. There is alot that
you want to do in this world. Khaos angels are
very dramatic, we tend to have the ability to
cheer people up no matter what the mood, and
hold in your emotions. You should be proud,
Khaos angels are very rare to find in this
world of ours... (and yes. you are a completely
different type. Hence the name


What Different Kind of Angel are you...? ( Anime-ish pics )
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Your Hidden Power Is Light
Angel

You have a happy yes quite soul. You keep
somethings to yourself and like to be alone but
don't mind showing your bright side to your
friends. You find that hell is the worst of all
scince your an angl from heavan. You use your
powers for the forces of good to protect gods
creatures.

Gem Stone: Canary Diamond, Eye
Color:Golden,Hair Color:Blonde that
goes to your shoulders

Quote:In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lulaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me


What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
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You are Kenshin, You can defeat your enemies in
seconds with your sword despite the fact that
you really hate fighting, you do it to save
lives. My favorite!


What Anime Fighter are you?
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Even hero have the right to bleed...

Wa stress stress stress...completed my teaching note for COM NET this morning and teach right after that in the afternoon...now working on my teaching note for OS and Digital Coding...bombed during my last OS teaching,promise my groupmates i will improve and get back to them...what to do,i am so confuse on this subject...and not to mention...TATA my MP report chapter 3-6 and touch up of my chapter 1-2...lets see,tml 9am Digital Coding reviewing of the teaching note,11am OS teaching,handing of MP report at 3pm...great,i just need to live pass tml and i will free...wait,still got to go free access/gym on wed,thur i should be burn out liao ba,then mp for fri,when will i have the time to study for my 2 term test paper?ARG,i am starting to feel the stress of working in a 1 man MP project,1 man work on the project,1 man work on the MP report,whereas every group got at least 3 people splitting the workload...damn who can i blame but myself -_-...how i wish i am the hero all my friends say i am...i am starting to bleed liao...

GOD GIVE MI THY STRENGTH

I HAVE COME SO FAR TO BE BEATEN DOWN!!!I WILL NOT GIVE UP!!!

ok feel abit better after all these ranting,time to chiong and attack those work ^_-

Quiz! ^ ^

You came from heaven. Your gole in life is to help
others and to make the world a better place.
Some call you weak, but in reality your soul is
very strong. If only more people were like
you...

Omg i can't believe that!But still true to some extend...SOME,not ALL...i am still human.

Where did you come from?
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Oh~~ Love quiz ^ ^

ROMANTIC ONE. The really most most most important
for you is that she/he is romantic. You love it
to get love letters, red roses and be in a
romantic atmosphere. He/She must make you think
that you are the most beautiful of all. When
he/she is romantic she/he has you got in his
hands. When he/she tells you all that he/she
feels for you ,you are devoted to him/her. At
this point you are easy to be tempt. Your heart
is soft and pure and you would never cheat as
long as you love your partner. But if he cheats
you, you are not hiding your feelings and show
how much she/he hurt you because you trusted in
him/her and never thought he/she could do this
to you.


Translation:
1.You love it to get love letters, red roses and be in a romantic atmosphere:

• I watch too much romantic shows liao lolz.

2.He/She must make you think that you are the most beautiful of all.

• Ok i have to admit on this , i am a selfish bastard ;p If i dun look at other gals one, how can she right?Must be fair fair...WTF ok i am SELFISH -_-

3.When he/she is romantic she/he has you got in his hands. When he/she tells you all that he/she feels for you ,you are devoted to him/her. At this point you are easy to be tempt.

• I dunno this is good or not.Devoted but easily tricked.I have to look for good gal,hehehe.

4.Your heart is soft and pure and you would never cheat as long as you love your partner.

• I like this one ^ ^ See this sean?I am still pure, dun try to taint me anymore liao, you cannot tainted me one ... MUHAHAHA...my parents will scold me one when they see this,say i too naive liao...

5.But if he cheats you, you are not hiding your feelings and show how much she/he hurt you because you trusted in him/her and never thought he/she could do this to you.

• Lol this remind me of what happen in the cab with guo hui and i.Then we were discussing to go KFC or Long John to eat.I want to go KFC then he want to Long John, then he say he will just eat bread (joking at this point) and so i call ivan them to go KFC to meet me, and guo hui scolded me bastard... -_- Life and world are already so complicated, why can't people say what they really meant?Thus i would alway speak out if i am not happy or whatever,instead of hiding away.

~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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Depression

Its getting from bad to worse,two different persons with two different thoughts and goals,will never work out one...Life getting into a mess,must sort it out...Fed up with everything thats going on with schoolwork...the school work load/pressure is starting to weight me down...just can't take it anymore...think depression is setting in...have to see doctor -_- now for treatment...WHAT THE FUCK CAN CHEER MI UP NOW!?!?!

Hope this depression is just a phrase in my life and die out on its own fast...oh well i am so depressed now to care about that -_-


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FUCK,the usual scolding is still of no use in riding my depression...