Term break over,stress over again

I dunno why:

1. i like her
2. i am sadden by her
3. i care so much about what she do
4. i am happy at the simple things she does
5. i am also hurt by the simple things she does
6. i let that affect mi
7. i am afraid she might not even care about what she done
8. she make mi feel like i am extra
9. i want to be with her
10. i alway waited for her
11. i am afraid she playing mi around
12. i alway think of her all the time

Sheesh seriously i dunno the answer to my own question...i just open my email and discover that Dr Yin want mi to be back in the lab during the term break and he did not even breath a word of this to mi until he send mi the warning letter.I dun think i can make it anymore...solo work ...hero...its all bullshit...please my friends when you see mi in school,dun think i am happy go lucky any more even thought i will be smiling and joking with you,know that i am very stress and troubled with alot of stuff inside mi...haiz i have to chiong the mp project again...tcs job interview skill...peer teaching for digital code...what else have i miss?Sheesh all these and the questions that i am asking myself ... i dun have much time left also.... i just want to run away from home and go wandering around as i alway wanted...

Song quote :

Cause I want to live like animals

Careless and free like animalsI want to live

I want to run through the jungle

With the wind in my hair and the sand at my feet

Human are sucky,you can't trust them and they alway hiding behind a mask,yet you have to interact with them and depend on them.Human life are stressful and still need to hang around some bastards that make my blood boil,i wish i am born an animal so i can live without a care in this world.Sure i heard of logic that say human will eventually hunt and kill that animal,but hey if i can enjoy my whole life even for a day before dying,its worth it.Would not want to be struck in a 80 year life span and having to worry and stress for 60 years,its just not worth it,when you calculate that the 20 years of stress free included the time you are born to your 12 years old birthday.After 13,everything a stress.

Yawn.I have to go start recharging to prepare for the term again.Work will be piling up again,this will most likely be my last ranting as term start for a long long long time.Have to get everything that is stressing mi out,ya that feel so .... mmmm still dun feel that good ...wahahaha...hehe who say life is easy

Blazing through life....